He wasn't there at all; it was just the music that made her heart ache, swim, stir like those moments when they had kissed, when he had touched her hand, when
Only you
Defied reality
Defiled my mind
Withstood my sea
Came back to me
Not only you
Resisted reality
Withheld your mind
Shrank from my sea
Came back to me
Only you
(And
If you ever wonder why you lost me
All you have to do is remember
The countless words I spilled for you
Swept aside like autumn leaves
Blown away like apple blossoms
Discarded
Tender is his heart,
Tender is his love,
The one who reaches me,
Plucked me from skies above;
Tender is his touch,
Tender is his kiss,
And tender is my heart for him;
You know you're beautiful, like no one else,
I've seen the way you hold yourself:
That shameless poise as you just pass through
Holding my heart like I belonged
Tuck your nose behind my ear
Speak so softly I cannot hear
Lips pressed gently to my skin
Murmur nothing again, again
Slip your fingers up my throat
Utter hushed words so remote
Love me in rainbows,
Not just red, blue or green,
Love me with whispers of the Agean Sea
Love me in rainbows,
Not with some smattering,
Love me with fervor of mosquitos'
Lost in the heart of One Too Few
Or One Too Many, who never knew
The rhythms of a soulful heart,
The need of love that could barely start
Lost in the minds
It was simple,
A breath,
And I slipped from now to then,
And I saw your face again,
And your face remotely yours,
As we stood before the doors...
It was simple,
A
Fire burns at your fingertips
Fire that leaps from your perfect lips
Fire that heats all of what I am
Fire that burns in your epigram
At length, you and I are endlessly
Don’t you know?
I long to feel the skin upon your face,
The brush of whiskers nettled on your chin
And when I reach to touch, you to embrace
I find that
"Be good,"
And I am filled with confusion
Singed with pain
Filled with fear
For what good
Is implied in that allusion
When your stain
I hold so dear?
I was
Give me a reason not to erase us from me, not to complete the job you are already doing so well.
They drop bombs, here in the desert, where they harm no one
“The trouble with a muse,”
(my dear friend said)
“is that one cannot control it.”
I am bound by the aches and pains,
By the emptiness and the questions that remain
In the
He doesn’t know -
And neither do I -
How much time passed in the netherverse of love
How much power heartbeats have in times of need.
Years passed by without him near,
And
Real love is always chaotic. You lose control; you lose perspective. You lose the ability to protect yourself. The greater the love, the greater the chaos. It’s a given and that’s
A thousand leaves quiver a million colored hellos
And I remember you.
A brisk wind chills my fingers
And I embrace the sensation,
Tickled by the thought of you:
Your warm hands on
I knew our days were numbered,
from the start:
Your soulful, aching gaze lingering;
Your life, your willful ways chaining;
You were a longing man amongst a pride of lions;
I am a
The rain streamed down so many panes of glass,
With you beneath, bustling, working,
And I watched…
My mirrored soul-streams spilled outside, reflecting
As my confessions, compliments, and I fell hopelessly, endlessly.
I am still yours.
Whether you discard me or keep me close,
I am still yours.
My wild heart is broken;
You tamed something in me,
And there is no way I know
Fill me with your new love
With your way of seeing
With your way of knowing;
Fill me with visions of you
And drown out the memories of him:
I don’t want
I still need to see you.
I still need to breathe the same air as you
In the same spaces as you
In the same moments as you.
Perhaps there are greater things
One who is afraid of love, perhaps?
One who has been hurt before, and does not want to be hurt again?
One who has hurt others before, and does not want to hurt
Somewhere in me, I’m crying over you.
Your hardened heart and devilish mind say I am not supposed to,
And still, the tears well in my eyes
Because I love you
Because
So,
You think that it is ended,
That it is all my fault.
I can bear the weight of our responsibilities,
I can bear the weight of the pain of our unborn affair,
I am not for you.
You’ve said it:
You are not looking for beauty.
You regret asking me for my strength;
You regret asking me for all I am,
You said you
We all have secrets we don’t tell each other:
Mine usually start with “I love you”
And spill like starlight from my eyes;
Yours usually start with “I want you”
And spill
To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it
I deserve to be kissed with tumul,
To be loved with such a verve,
To be wanted, desired like none other,
To be pursued with the intent of a hungry wolf.
I deserve
Don’t you know that my heart aches for you?
For the way you smile,
For the way you dress,
For the way you hold yourself in a chair,
So gallantly,
So arrogantly,
Resist me, if you will:
Your fight reveals you,
Betrays your desire,
Demands my attention,
Commands my response.
Be silent, if you must:
Your vibration pulsates stronger,
Reaches farther,
Throbs within me,
Speaks
Remember the days of blue skies and sweltering heat
when your love clung to me like the humid air
when your arms found their way around me
when your head rested upon me
Who are you
to walk into my life
to stare at me that way
with mesmerizing eyes
with an air of knowing
your body commanding me
your inaction owning me
then walk away
I’ll always love you.
My heart,
Fragile as it is,
Wants to follow you:
Wants to leap into your mind,
Wants to follow your train of thought.
It is how I’ve
And so,
I must transform my addiction,
Transfuse my heart’s beat
To give words life.
You will not take my love.
And so,
Your intent transforms your words,
Searing your mind’s
I immerse myself in your ways
And I find myself swimming in my own depths
Returned to fresh waters I knew only in theory
Returned to dammed waters I knew were true
Awash
How can I ever not be disappointed
When every car passes, not handled by you?
How can I ever not be disappointed
By any single evening not spent through-and-through?
How can
Passion emboldens me,
a temporary elixir
I rush, thrilled;
my veins fill thickly with
the thought of you:
Your eyes, holding my gaze,
filling my mind with
spears of scalding iron;
My memory
Streaming thoughts invade my mind
Unbidden
Unforgiving
Desired
Memories
Emotions
Dreams
Wandering through space and time
Do you still believe
Skipping like a stone
Across the energies of your life
Will prevent your
I am officially “That Crazy Girl,” “That Obsessive Girl,” “That Girl Who Will Not Let Go.”
Everyone’s heard of me: My boyfriend breaks up with me; I stalk him, I cannot let
It’s not the easiest thing in the world, to love.
I mean: it’s easy, but so many things can get in the way, distracting us from love, from letting ourselves fall
It comes again, and lingers again, this morning, as every morning since I have left the men who I’ve loved, as it comes every morning when I wake to find myself yet
I am single.
It really dawned on me this morning, having finally stepped from bed after a difficult night’s sleep and the email I received last night from someone I love, saying