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# As You Are
- URL: https://www.vesperapress.com/as-you-are/
- Published: 2015-09-25T20:52:03.000Z
- Updated: 2026-09-06T23:05:48.000Z
- Author: Meri McGuire McConn
- Tags: Oceans of Mine, #Poetry, #Love and Romance, #Longing and Desire, #Conflict and Reckoning, #26

I am not for you.  
You’ve said it:

You are not looking for beauty.  
You regret asking me for my strength;  
You regret asking me for all I am,  
You said you didn’t know I would be  
  
So ruthlessly myself.

Are you so weak;  
Did I love you so much

As to be blind to your fragility,  
To your hopeful heart  
And fallible strength

As to miss the meaning  
Of such  
  
An unsustainable request?

Or did your fears catch up with you;  
  
My words,  
My heart pouring every day,

Every moment with unadulterated love,  
Every breath of mine become for you;

Despite your mind’s monsters  
Making a monster out of you?

I still love you as before.

No distance can quell this ocean.  
No time can tarnish my heart’s shine.  
No amount of verbal brandishing

Can make me believe your costuming,  
Can disguise your heart or mine,  
Can still the moments,

Still alive,  
Of every moment

Your heart

Kisses,

Aches for,

Yearns for

Mine.

You are not for me  
And I am not for you;

But we are  
Bound

And this love  
Rules

And I am for me

As you are for you.